Don't think I fully understand what it means...
Don't think I was quite ready for what it entails...
Realizing only now how ironically weak this position is...
It's like being stuck between a rock and a hard place. Devil and the deep blue sea. Sylla and Caribdis. Wait. That's the same thing. Oooh! Frying pan and the frier!
Can't believe I'm possibly losing friends because of this. Seriously. I need to know how to deal with people better. Need to know how to project myself to 1) the bosses, 2) my peers, and 3) the real people who do the nitty-gritty.
But for tonight, I think I'll just sleep on it.